pit in your stomach

you know that moment when you suddenly realize...

you forgot something huge

and you get a pit in your stomach
and your heart stops
and you almost wet your pants
and start to cry
all at the same time.

well i had one of those moments this morning.
(i suck)

i forgot to call my sister in law on her birthday.

(i suck)

see, my sister in law isn't just any other sister in law.

she is the best sister in law EVER!

she is
beautiful
fun
crafty
smart
hot
kind
caring
funny
an amazing mother
the list could go on and on...and on.

(i suck)

i feel ill.
because i love her being my sister. i love that she fits into our family so well. i love the way she loves my brother.(i suck) i love that she has dark hair and blue eyes. i love that she gave us macy. i love that she plays crazy games with my family. (i suck) i love that she is always cold. i love that she is my friend and listens to me complain about my life. (i suck)

I will be spending the rest of the year making up for my suckiness.
(now is the time to ask for a really expensive gift....because you'll for sure get it)

Happy Birthday Stefany

may all your wildest dreams come true!

(i suck)

Happy Birthday GeGe!!!

Happy Birthday to the best GeGe, Mother, and Mother-in-Law. Here is a poem written in her honor:

D is for delightful
E is for ever-giving
N is for nifty
I is for imaginative
S is for spiritual
E is for everyone's favorite GeGe